GOD will never leave you - Part I

Copyright by: Gerbang Pujian Ministries - (Teaching through speaking in tongue gift and interpreting what has been said in tongues gift -1 Cor 14:26) - Dec 2012

Let all people come to seek the Kingdom of God with all it's righteousness 

(Mat 6:33 - "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you ")

Because those who seek will receive, and those who knock the door, the door will be open

(Mat 7:7 - “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to")

Today, give thanks for the blessing and the everlasting love that is so wonderful and great. Do you feel MY blessings throughout this year?

Let all people come with gratefulness. 

A lot of sick people is cured, a lot of people that come with a heavy burden are lifted, a lot of problems will be recovered and settled.

Even though there are a lot of MY promises haven't fulfilled this year. 
yet this year is wonderful for you right?

It's better for you to listen, because throughout this year I will never leave you.

Next year and the following year I will never leave you.

MY brother and sister, there's one thing that all human afraid of, 

besides of death, do you know what is scary for human? do you what it is? 

The most scary things that all human is afraid of..is to be left out.

Have you ever been left out alone?

Have you ever felt lonely, because someone left you?

Every human afraid to be left out because every person have a heart.

Each one of you had felt the loneliness of being left out alone

And I'M here to tell you, "The truth is, you have a FATHER that will never left you"

There's something beautiful that I want to teach you today. Let us open John 14:15-27

(Jesus Promises Another Helper

¹⁵ “If you love Me, keep^[a] My commandments. ¹⁶ And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever— ¹⁷ the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you. ¹⁸ I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you.

Indwelling of the Father and the Son

¹⁹ “A little while longer and the world will see Me no more, but you will see Me. Because I live, you will live also. ²⁰ At that day you will know that I am in My Father, and you in Me, and I in you. ²¹ He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and manifest Myself to him.”

²² Judas (not Iscariot) said to Him, “Lord, how is it that You will manifest Yourself to us, and not to the world?”

²³ Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him. ²⁴ He who does not love Me does not keep My words; and the word which you hear is not Mine but the Father’s who sent Me.

The Gift of His Peace

²⁵ “These things I have spoken to you while being present with you. ²⁶ But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you. ²⁷ Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.)

There's a child lost in a huge store  Because his mom is very angry, so she left the kid alone. It happens because the kid keep asking his mom to buy something, yet his mom didn't bring enough money to buy it.

Because the boy keep nagging and point at the toy that he want, his mom left him while saying in her heart.

"my son will realize when I left him tat I didn't have enough money, and he can't force his will to me.

let me teach him so he knows how it feel to be left alone for a while"

So she left him, when the boy realize, the mom is not with him anymore, he try to look to the left and right but he couldn't find her. Tears starts to drop from his eyes and he start screaming: "mommy help me, I'm scared, where are you? I don't want the toys anymore, please come back to me, I don't want to be alone here, mommy"

People come to see what happened, the kid is really frightened, he screams hysterically because he don't know how to go home. But his mom watching over him from afar smiling and say to herself "next time, he won't force his will anymore"

My brother and sister, most of the time, you realize how precious is the Holy Spirit, when HE left you alone.

something became precious when you lost it. But when the Holy Spirit is with most of the time you didn't talk with HIM.

You're focusing on your goal, on your target, your eyes is on the blessings, health, cures, and you force it all onto the Holy Spirit, but I said to you "the truth is, HIS will may not be your will"

Pay attention my dearest brethren I"M your ELDEST BROTHER want to teach you something, "in this whole year you will feel how hard it is to walk your life, but there's one thing you have to give thanks, because even though everyone left you alone, haven't I, THE LORD never leave you?"

You have one faithful friend that will never leave you. Wherever you go I will be with you. THE HOLY SPIRIT that FATHER THE LORD has sent.

Prayer in the spirit...

Let YOUR blessings and YOUR faithful love fulfill this place,
so that in everything, YOU are working to bring good for those who loves YOU.

In this time, prepare our heart, YOUR pupil,
so we can pay attention to what the WORDS of GOD  wants to say.

Not our will be done, but YOUR will be done.

And everything that you made is the best for all of us.

Let on this day YOUR Glory and Presence filled this place. and with YOUR Power prepare us, your pupil.

And hide us YOUR pupil behind YOUR cross, cleanse us, approve us by the Power of YOUR Holy Blood.

We give thanks to YOU, we give praises and honor only to YOUR name, Halleluya, Amen!

Intro to my testimony of faith

Haven't wrote anything for some time...
Yet I want to share the good news here, I want to give my testimony of faith..
After a long time, I finally received what I wanted from God, to speak in tongue..

I haven't received for a long time because I think and analyze too much..
I always thought..to speak in tongue is from God, I shouldn't learn it or copy it from others,
God will give it to me. So, I spent some time struggling and asking, why God?
why I can't receive it, I feel it in my tongue, yet it won't come out.

Because I rely on my understanding...

Faith is something you cant use your brain and logic..

All is good in HIS time!!

So..one day, someone I know passed away,
I'm going to his funeral, but the place is in another city,
So, someone I know yet never met in real person contact me,
because she want to go to the funeral to, so we go to the funeral together,
and she share her testimony of faith.

In the end, she ask me to go to her church, its a small and regular church,
but you can really feel God's presence there,
and God bless them with a lot of gift I haven't see it in another place,
the gift to interpret speaking in tongue, the gift of seeing the unseen spirit world,
the gift to demolish the evil spirit, etc.

In the end, I ask God to give me the gift of speaking in tongue,
something that I haven't got after some retreat..even though I keep asking for it
At first they ask me to repeat a word, I keep repeating it,
(the logic is, don't you teach babies by keep repeating a words?)

After a while I feel my tongue came loose..
and my sister in faith tells me to say it louder..
when I speak louder, my tongue speak another words, its not the words I've kept repeating,
sounds like Korean-Japanese to me, and I just keep blabbering without being able to control it.

And that time..I was crying..
God knows what I'm thinking, that's why HE give me a different language...so I know that HE is real,

Speaking in tongue is real, it's not something you made it up.
Oh, and the good thing is, there's some people who can interpret it for us,
so we know is it from GOD or from the deceiver.
Since the devil can also try and confuse you.

And on my part, it's because the language I'm using sounds really different,
others sounds like Hebrew, and European language.
But then I heard they have another person that speaks similar to me, guess we're on asians-kind-of-language

It's a new experience for me,
I'm still learning here and keep trying to use it all the time,
at least 1 hour a day so that the Holy Spirit in me can grow.

It is important, because if I never use it, the Holy Spirit will be weak and the devil will try to destroy it. Without using it (speak in tongue) and feed the Holy Spirit (by reading the bible verse),
your Spirit will not grow into adulthood
(you can hear it from the way you speaks in tongue, if it's only a couple of syllable, with the same tone, most likely your Holy Spirit is still a baby)

Some people who read this may think that I'm crazy, or this is another wrong teaching,
I don't care what others think, because..come on, you think I'm not struggling when I got into this church?
there are times I doubt it, then I ask my pastor (from my previous church - The Clay Church)
and he gives me 1 Corinthians 14, which I read about it too..

and he wants to make sure, that the most important thing: prophecy is for edification, encouragement and consolation, didn't find anything wrong in that sections too
well the most important thing is that: if you doubt it, check it in the bible, if it's doesn't goes against bible, than it's true, because bible is the book of truth.

And not only that, you can see from the people inside of the church, what kind of people are they?
it is better to be surrounded by ex-sinner that has given up their false way, to be changed and renew by God
because we're all sinners...than hang out with people that think they are righteous, perfect, and have not sinned.

To make it easier, always seek for the spirit fruit (Gal 5:22-23)
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness, selfcontrol. Against such there is no law."

If you cannot find it in the people who attends the church, than what's their differences from those who didn't know Jesus?

I haven't tell my pastor that for the sermon we use speaking in tongue, and someone else interpret it.
What the pastor says in the sermon is what comes from the LORD, THE LORD teach us directly.
But then...I think he will says that it ain't right..
but I've tested it, and I'm growing here spiritually, God has works amazingly in me,
the old me live in the grays...the new me..realized that the demon try to manipulate the way we think..
there's no grey area..it's only black and white, go to hell or go to heaven

we're aiming for New Jerusalem, not only Firdaus,
that is why we need to prepare by reading HIS words in the Bible
and keep praying in tongue at least 1 hours a day.
and not only that we also have to grow the fruit of the spirit in our life.

By the grace of GOD he died in the cross for us, so that those who believe in him will be saved,
yet we have to keep our salvation by keep doing what he teach us,
to live in the spirit by keep feeding our spirit in Bible verse and praying in tongue
and to stop feeding our flesh with sin.
it's not easy but the Holy Spirit will guide us. AMEN

I always feels that there's no perfect religion, the most important things is to trust in Lord Jesus Christ, because religion could upset you, and confuse you. And your religion leader could disappointed you.
But when you're following Jesus and HIS teaching..you will never be disappointed.
Amen!! God Bless You all :)